suicide is a strange subject for me, but not one i am unfamiliar with. there has been a few times in my life where it was the only thing that felt like an escape from what i was feeling. my attempts were failures, some were a scream for attention for someone to hear anything i had to say. i've always been scared of dying, but never scared of leaving. i'm not afraid to say i'm not out of it yet, and i hope one day i will be, but for now all i have is this song. hope to see you on the other side.