when you feel like dying
nico.eth
Edition #12
869 followers
This song is the title track for my album. This album means everything to me. I have never poured out my heart the way I did with these songs. I have a fear of not making the best music I am capable of making before I die, so I push myself as hard as I can everyday to try and achieve that. For every chip on my shoulder that I have gained, this album is in retaliation for that. Every time I have been pushed and shoved to be a certain type of artist, it has brought me closer to this. I once had a manager threaten to ruin my career, and told me I'd be singing songs in my room for the rest of my life. My career hadn’t even started yet. When I was with a major label, nothing I made was good enough. I was never good enough. I went on a TV singing show and I was told I wasn't good enough in front of millions of people, and was bombarded with so much hate on the internet, it made me throw up. I have had my indie managers that told me I was "way too basic and nothing about me was special", and my pop managers told me "if it's not a hit then throw it away. You have to be perfect." I was born and raised in West Hollywood, so maybe these are years that I couldn’t have avoided. After dealing with that for 6 years, after feeling like I was a piece of dough for everyone to mold, I finally snapped. I shut all the voices out. I’m not impressionable anymore. The freedom I feel to finally be creating whatever I want, is the most incredible feeling in the world. Produced, written, & mixed by me.
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